had a hard time to force myself to blog lately, mainly because i always hang out late outside with friends and brudders.
let's recap, well, had been quite a workaholic for a while, went for tuition kids, went for belaying at diary farm and been working in genki more frequently. hope that this month pay will be a acceptable one=)
belaying had never fail to give me new revelations. been to dairy farm campsite for belaying on CRC, those which have many obstacle to cross. funny incident is that with the lack of experiences, i sent a kid up the wrong way, which cause him to climb up the pole, climb down walk to another side and climb up again. was an embarrassing moment. anyway i took one of the school's matrix, also known as camp booklet or manual, because inside there are cheers that can be used for sjab.
a very very big news in genki, a couple was recently been matched. all the best to them. shui ge and shan mei! haha.
well, as told to other of my brudders and friends, everyone started to get attached, and i'm the only one leave on the shelf, will i really be a loner? well, i guess the answer would be yes ba, to imagine a girl who's gonna wait for a guy for 2 years for national service, can the girl have such faith on the guy and not get distracted by the outside world? let's nature take its course then, to be attached or not, i would have not much worries, just that sometime there's always situations where you need someone to take care of you, and forgo every man's responsibilities of being tough, like in this very situation i am in now, down with flu and cough, how nice to have someone to take good care of you right, and all the guys say, AMEN!
talking about health, really not in my condition, had my blood drawn for test, suspecting that my kidney is complaining about my living style, got to wait for two weeks for results, guys who pray, do keep my in you prayers.
now, i'm also been stressed about my workload, st john, projects, tuition, genki, so many things and so little time. i had not been spending quality time alone and searching for the blue moment. i am very sorry to my MAF group as i totally had not contribute a single shit for the project and the worst thing is that they hold no grudges against me. man, felt so guilty.
random thoughts: life can be so unpredictable, MC king can just passed away so suddenly. how fragile we can actually be. so, guys life live the way you want, appreciate every moment you had, if you trat everyday as your last, you will feel more accomplished and fulfilling=)
